Odd...

I never realized, that people might actually think me weird for being a mother. That people would have -gasp- never thought of me as one and find it strange and even odd. For as long as I can remember, I knew I wanted to have one child. Originally I wanted a boy. Strong and handsome. Blue eyed....instead, I got a darling, and charming little girl. Blue eyed. I can't possibly be happier. It just isn't possible for me. I know I will never have another one. I can't. That, is impossible. But I know I am glad I am a mother. Even if it does seem strange to other people. Now, for the news. What little I have. I have been most fortunate and blessed to see the Tiger. More than once. Heck, even more than five times. I'm starting to wonder! I enjoy my time with Him, and My princess pea seems to really enjoy Him as well. Could it be, that He and I are bonding again? I worry over the Tiger however. His lack of joy, happiness. Even when He laughs, it seems hollow. If there was something I could do, anything to bring back the sparkle to His eyes, the bounce to His step. Pluck Him from darkness and give Him forth to the light once more. I would in a heartbeat. There is no doubt. I will always worry of the Tiger. For regardless of what anyone might say, or think, He remains ever close to my heart. Even when I hate Him. It was also pointed out recently, that I fidget too much. I never thought myself to be a fidgeting person, but apparently I am. For I've heard it from more than once person. Perhaps I ought to buy stock in pen caps and coke bottle caps. Chewing on them mellows me, and I suppose it will for a long time. Anyway, Mothers Day is fast approaching. My first, and I am thrilled. So, to all you mothers out there...Happy Mothers Day. To all of you who have mothers, call them, give them a card, take them to lunch. Let them know that even though you aren't there with them every day, they are always in your heart. For truthfully, you will never know when they won't be. Brightest Blessings to you all.